Thanksgiving

it is so different spending thanksgiving w/o family and having to work. honestly it was just like any other day except i ate a lot. work wasnt too bad, it was chill eventhough it was staff relief, since we were able to split the job with another intern. but then again thinking about it, the hosp actually saves money because we dont get paid and if their paid employees worked they would have to pay them double time. what a clever management. so after work one of the interns was nice enough to make thanksgiving dinner for those who couldnt go home. that was nice, nothing can beat spending it at home but it was better than opening a can of soup. i can't wait for christmas!

Work= same old shit
clinical is just stressful, irritating, and most of the time i feel like an idiot. i liked it better when i was in management but i am learning so much more in clinical and im actually applying everything i learned in college which is so freakin difficult because i can't recall half the things ive learned therefore making me look like an idiot and when i come home and study it then go back to work there is always someting else i just don't know. *sigh*

on a happier note
-was on call this weekend and i didnt get called in!!
-still enjoying the beginning.
-went to go get a real christmas tree.
-hearing christmas songs just make my day.
-its begining to look a lot like christmas!