Decisions

I have a fear of making decisions. I take a long time to decide what to eat in restaurants and even during lunch time at work i take forever to pick something to eat eventhough i end up getting the same thing almost everyday. I think its because making decisions require thinking and i think i think too much that it gets in the way from choosing one thing over the other. Anyways I have been avoiding decision making for a while but now i can't run away from it. time is going by fast and my one year plan is now a couple of months, i thought that coming out here and doing this internship will give me some sort of direction in life when really it just made me more confused and indecisive. i was exposed to things i know i would not want to do and sometimes i question my plans/goals because i loose confidence and get scared. sometimes it makes sense to stay here (professionally) but sometimes it makes sense to go back home (personally). I don't know and its frustrating. i wish i can just sit and think for an hour and make my decisions but then again things neer go as planned and in reality everything is just serendipity, so i just need to take my own advice and realize that i just need to make a decision with no regrets because it is regrets that will make me preceive a decisions as a wrong one when really there is not wrong decision because everything is a learning expereince...right? Why does there always have to be so many choices?